Dreams come true...

I wake up in the morning and feel my life is too good to be true. I had an audition the other day and I have never wanted a gig so bad. I can't post it online until it's over due to confidentiality rules but let's just say it is the ultimate gig for me and I am so happy. It had then opened doors to a handful more gigs that I'm so excited to do. I look back to how I was feeling a month ago and I had decided I hated dancing but it's not true. Just certain gigs and situations. But now, I have never been happier and its because I'm doing a dancing gig. I've realized that every situation, audition, gig is different and that I just need to work out which ones make me happy and which ones don't. This will be a short entry but I'm going to finish off by saying that I truly believe if you want something bad enough, you will attract am opportunity, then it's up to you to work as hard as you can to make that opportunity yours...to make your dream a reality. I'll post a photo of what I looked like at the audition which might give you a bit of a clue of the gig I'll be doing next Wednesday : ) love Han xx

It's been a while...

It's been a while but heres another update. I've been a bit bad on my diet and I only have a week to go. I'm back on it but sugar is my weakness coz I made the decision to eat some one night (movie night, malteasers and popcorn) and since then it's been hard to go as hardcore as I was. I have some good days and some bad days. I really want to get back on it and look fabulous for the hunter valley weekend. I'm also super super excited about the great gatsby premiere in Bowral. They are having a night and it's dress up so I have made a costume which I will upload. I'm very proud of myself. I love it. I also have a wishlist; Calvin Klein underwear. It's beautiful. I really want to wear it at the end of the challenge in hunter valley but I just can't get over how disappointed I am in myself that I haven't stuck to it. I look good but it's not enough. Lately I have been thinking slot about doing things I intend to do and finishing them. I think I am going to stick to this, in fact I know I will and I should just accept that I haven't been perfect but that doesn't matter. I've had some lovely meals and I shouldn't regret that. Ahhh I'm going to be honest. I really have an issue with my body image. I feel fine sometimes and other times I look at myself and think "too short, too fat" and I really have to stop that coz I have a great body that serves me well and I need to love it and appreciate it. I think i'm just having a slightly down day today in general but I'm going to finish with a few affirmations.
Appreciate your body. It was made uniquely for you and it's beautiful and does amazing things.
Keep going with your dreams. There are doers in this world and dreamers in this world. Be both and you will create beautiful things the world will enjoy.
Do something creative everyday
Stars can't shine without darkness xx