A change is coming

So winters icy bite has began and among other things, a feeling of change is in the air. I feel like I am just working hard for something so worth while that is approaching whether it be working towards Italy, my adventure next year and new Mac book pro, or even my 6 week challenge (which I've decided to step up) to look and feel fabulous in my beautiful European inspired wardrobe I am accumulating. I am also incredibly excited about my writing at the moment, my plans for my ultimate murder mystery 25th birthday and more recently, the Hunter Valley get away Nick and I are going on.
Right, first things first; 6 week challenge. I've decided I'm going to stay on it till nick and I go away to the Hunter so I can indulge and feel I deserve it, therefore my 6 week challenge will end up being more a 10 week challenge. Although I have not eaten any carbs or sugar, I've been eating a lot of dairy and as of today, I'm going to cut right back on that as well as control my portion size a bit more.
My writing is going well and I am beginning to make a habit of writing when I can; on my lunchbreaks, at home and even sometimes during work which is a bit naughty but it helps the day go faster. My problem is I have a handful of ideas and I don't stick to one at a time but a goal I am setting is to try and finish the projects I have now before I start another one. These projects are; screenplay about Charlie Chaplin, the adventures of Patrick the penny, my traveling show idea-worlds best advice, character profiles for my party and the short films for the thspa concert. Before I take on any more, I must finish all these. It's good having a few projects because depending on the mood I am in, I can focus on different ones. When I am in an adventure mood I concentrate on patrick the penny or the worlds best advice. I love writing and being creative so much. It is absolutely who I am and makes me feel so powerful and happy and proud of myself and my individuality. It would be my dream to somehow make it a career.
Finally Nick and I are going to the Hunter Valley for a weekend on the 31st of May staying in 5 star accommodation with a fire and breakfast and canapés and wine tours. Ahhh I am so excited. I am beginning to plan my cosy, relaxed yet very smart and stylish wardrobe for the weekend. I want to get a big taupe woolen jumper to wear over my white sheer blouse with the collar sticking out the top. There are also cheese and chocolate local factories. It's going to be a well deserved, indulgent but most of all beautifully romantic weekend.
I am so lucky. I truly believe we create our own realities and write the script of our lives. I also believe that goals and things to look forward to are so important because life isn't always exciting especially when you're working 30 days straight but it can be if you have something to look forward to. But saying that, I try not to live in the future because if I am constantly living in the future, I'll miss out on the present and life will go too quick. The present is called the present because that's what it is...a gift. I will always try to enjoy the gift of living in the moment even the good and bad times. The fact I am alive and can experience everything that is involved with life is so exciting. Until next time. Han xx